I am having one of those days that I am going to need to be in constant motion. If not...I'll just fall asleep.
I didn't sleep well last night...I had THE strangest freakin' dreams which is really unusual for me because I don't normall remember my dreams, but these are just really weird - and that's a whole other blog within itself. Anyway - I finally got out of bed around 6:20 AM because I just felt like if I lay in bed any longer I will jump out of my skin. This is not really a pleasant feeling - the mind races with waaaaay too many thoughts and there is NO way I can sort out any of it. It's like being overwhelmed to the point of paralysis, but if you don't do something...something weird will happen. I'll end up rearranging the furniture or tackling a home improvement project that I really don't know how to do and get myself in all kinds of trouble.
Now...one would think that I could put all this wonderful energy to good use by doing some of the things that I've been procrastinating to do for a few months now. That's not how I work unfortunately...I'll think about. I'll consider it....I may even start it...but it won't get done.
freakin' useless energy is what it is.
I need to learn how to re-direct this somehow.
Maybe tomorrow!
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Constant Motion
Posted by Shazza at 8:14 AM
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2 comments:
may be you should try meditation.. that helps I promise..
Thank you ritu for the recommendation, I have tried it, but I don't think I'm doing it quite right. I bought a DVD on tai chi chuan for beginners...maybe that will help. Usually I just keep moving until I drop.
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